Senior Year

Its hard to believe that im a senior already. I mean, we spend our lives in high school waiting to graduate, but then that day comes, and we realize what we haven't before: the rest of our lives await us. High school seems to be a little bubble in time where things are fairly certain, and if they aren't, they seem to be ok anyway. its almost the end of second semester now, and its hard to imagine graduation day, even tho now that i say that, i can see me in the robe walking down the aisle and i wonder... when that day comes, will i be ready to move forward in life? 

I guess i will, because im ok with being away from home and i can make a living by myself, but i will leave my little bubble of safety, where bad things don't happen to often and where i have a group of people to support me. Now, i'll still have them, but they'll be spread out all across the country, and most likely, I'll still be here. Life is definitely moving forward, and honestly, I would be ok if it stopped for awhile, but as scifi has taught me, time stops for no one, and if it does, bad things happen.